Thursday, February 6, 2014

For the record...



And to address that burning question of whether one small slave is a reflection of Him... 'cos some of you are probably dying of curiosity... or not. Either way that is the topic of this bit of musing and it sort of goes like this...

On the simple face of it of course one is a reflection of Him. The trouble is that most people seem to confuse being a reflection of and reflecting upon someone. They also seem to think of a reflection as some mirror image, forgetting that most mirrors have some element of distort in them. Rather like a pond can have some small ripple or slight murkiness that stops it being perfectly crisp, so one small slave is a reflection of Him and how much he cares about the item at hand.

Take one's behaviour online for example...
He acts as a breaking system in many ways. If it wasn't for His long standing gag order that has precluded one from joining many groups and threads, mostly on Fet these days, one small slave would have had many a pleasurable hour engaging the criminally illogical and stupid. And probably had a damn fine time doing it...
Now His care factor about how one reflected on him in the eyes of some domly dom would be marginally low, but that time factor he would care about because...
It would be time that would have been better spent in His service.
Damn Him and his needs  :(

It's not just time spent online that the distorted reflection comes out though. How one dresses, wears the hair, the favourite colour (which is red for the record... contrary to popular misconception), body shape and personal style are all a reflection of His preferences. It's not to say that one's own personality doesn't exhibit itself, it's more that it has been incorporated in an overall arch of His influence.

Now people looking at one may think her skirts are too short, her heels too high (no argument there on occasion), her lipstick too red (no such animal this season it would seem) and her tops too tight. And frankly there is the odd occasion that one would heartily agree with them all. But... you could just feel that coming... the point of this relationship is not how other's perceive one, or even how one regards oneself, but whether or not one is pleasing to Him.
Whispers and it's a work in progress, but that is not what this is about

In that vein one would have about the same amount of regard for how others perceived one in an online medium as He does for how other people regard one's appearance. 'Cos ultimately... and here is the bit that so many domly doms seem to miss when engaging with the surly and the rudely un-servile... He is the boss of one small slave, not the court of public opinion. The importance of that opinion comes way behind that most important of considerations...
Yeah you are starting to see why that gag order is in place aren't you...
It's His service to the community :D

1 comment:

ancilla_ksst said...

Some of those internet domly doms, no matter how many people explain it to them, can not figure out that they and their opinions are not the center of the world.

Are you banned even from the Owners and Property group? Haven't seen you on Fet much.

Master reeled me back in, sadly enough, after I wrote him about what a ass.... that guy was. Let it go, young jedi, he says, before your anger pulls you over to the dark side. Star Wars- the common language around here. Yeah, I let that one go, tried to become civil again. Perhaps that is how I become a reflection of my Master.

Although if I really reflected him I'd avoid the whole group and all the asshats in it like he does.

Then I had this weird dream about the whole situation, how one of my friends was begging me to join back in the argument on her side, and I was saying "Sorry, can't help you, Master said let it go", sheesh, sometimes I give this stuff way too much space in my head that I dream about it.