Why would one be proud of that? Should one even be proud? Is
there some sort of deficiency in one small slave that one doesn't look at them
and feel... well much of anything other than a mild inconvenience. Well they
are to someone who potters around naked most of the time... and has His mother
just down the hall way.
So why is there this general sense of meh about bruises?
Could it be that on any given day one is covered in them? At the moment there
is the remains of one on the shin, a new one just below the knee, one on the other calf, one on each forearm (big ones), one on the
shoulder that hurts like a mother... think that one came from a weight bar
during squats. In addition to that there is an assortment of little ones that
look suspiciously like finger prints. The kind that emerge if legs aren't
spread open fast enough... glares at a certain someone though no doubt He will
deny any involvement. Yeah like one did those as some sort of self harm
thing... not!
Now admittedly the broken blood vessels that create marks
are a little different. They seem to be much harder to achieve... for some
reason. But marks are marks. There is no sense of pride or attachment to them.
It's more surprise that they happened...
So what is one missing here? How does that even work? Why
pride of all things?
Meh too many questions and no answers...
Hate that L
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Well if I had known you actually listened and didn't just glower balefully...
Sorry, couldn't help it lol.
Perhaps pride is felt more when one isn't constantly marked?
LOL Round here it is an achievement worthy of pride... and a very rare thing. Most days one looks as banged up as that mouse on the coffee mug :(
That bit about the death wishes made me spit my tea.
I'm one of the many out there who enjoy having marks. I like remembering how I got them, looking at them, poking them. Not so much pride, just little reminders I guess.
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