Sunday, October 21, 2012

Some days...

You look at your loved one and feel an overwhelming urge just to kill them. Oh it's nothing they are doing per say, more a combination of little things. Small, annoying, little things... like them breathing in your presence... that add up to that urge for death. That feeling combined with a sudden sweet tooth (the nagging persistent kind) and breasts that are tender and swollen lead one to conclude that the body is getting ready to have its fake period.
And He just has to keep reaching out to tweak a nipple and squeeze a breast. That is not diminishing the urge to kill Him as he lies there...

Of course the body has chosen now to do this... one actually has a three day weekend and other than plans to do life stuff, there were plans to have lots and lots of catch up sex. Instead what will happen is a baaaad migraine and a rotten disposition.
Actually the rotten disposition is already here...
Strange how collars are not a magical ward against that either...
They really are useless things L

He is not of the same opinion...
He thinks that the collar is an essential item at this time... something about holding one in place while he still has the sex that was on the agenda

Bastard!

3 comments:

ancilla_ksst said...

I feel like leaving a warm fuzzy comment that will make it all better. But I've had that feeling of yours and know there is no such thing. So instead:

How is that compromise thing working out?

lil said...

Sigh. It's never fun when hormones step in to ruin our lives.

And that whole conflict between wanting to kill them and their desire to carry right on as if our murderous intentions are insignificant? It's just brutal.

themonkeysjourney said...

Just because it is sans exsanguination, there is nothing fake about a post partal -hyst period. I am making an assumption here, because you could be writing my book for me.

They do not truly understand the accompanying level of homicidal rage our bodies product , quite naturally. They should be more grateful, they are still alive.