Why one small slave will never qualify as a masochist...
Well apart from a natural dislike of pain of course...
A certain person, who shall remain nameless, started a thread in our group about marks. Reading the answers made one cringe... and that was before they got the knives out. No masochistic tendencies here. At all.
Now, He does the odd thing that leaves a bruise... there is a corker on the arm at the moment... right on the bicep and it hurts like a bitch. His response to them is interesting. He looks at them with a clinical, almost academic interest and denies causing them. To be honest one remains unsure if this is His way of protecting himself from the reality of what he has done, or whether He regards it as practise should he ever be asked by an outsider. And He won’t say... just carries on denying it was him.
Personally one is just relieved He doesn’t want to take more ownership of the marks ‘cos the gamut of sensations one doesn’t like is extensive... and added to on a regular basis. Sharpies and pointies... shudder. Stingy things... hell no. Being slapped... yeah not a favourite... which is a shame ‘cos He loves the sound it makes. That double handed slap on one small slave’s prone arse is almost a trademark manoeuvre L
Some of you are probably reading this and feeling the same way about anal sex and nipple torture. Hell some of you probably wouldn’t enjoy being in pain from going to the gym either. We are all different, so while one always identifies as not masochistic, it would be more honest to say that one is more masochistic than some. Him for example...
He doesn’t like pain at all, in fact one suspects there isn’t an endorphin produced in his body. Which is OK, ‘cos the extra probably got sent to one small slave. He hates having his arse slapped... or any other part of him for that matter. The difference is that when He says no, one is supposed to respect it. Grumbles which hardly seems fair... ‘cos while one might not be much of a masochist, there are sadistic tendencies... lots of them.
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Lol, isn't it a terrible thing to be forced to curb those sadistic tendencies?
The knives coming out took me aback, a bit. It was quite interesting to read, though if I ever find myself within 10 miles of MT, I intend to run like hell.
@lil... It sucks and all because once, once mind you, an emotion was expressed with a surprise act of... shall we say... physical harm. Well He did want to know how one felt about him and it was the best way one could express it at the time... and it was a good emotion not done out of anger or anything :(
@littlemonkey You do know running could be perceived as foreplay don't you? :P
@littlemonkey I don't actually set about random strangers with weaponry you know (well, not unless they do so to me first)... so unless you're planning on attacking me you may stop practicing your jogging :D
Re the scars they are usually very often simply a byproduct of a nice time (for me) - I'm a sadist of the sadistic variety so I like cutting, and I'm also *extremely* fond of blood - it's my favourite thing. I do like scarifications but on N most scars are often more just collateral damage.
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